episodes of pierre

LOVE

2010-08-06T04:07:00.000-07:00

love is not happy love is not sad love is a independent word on its own love can make u feel every emotion in the book love can make someone kill love can even generate life but love can only make you scream so loud in passion or pain that you wouldnt be able to tell the diffrence love is a selfish creature if you dont love yourself love wont allow you to love others

selfish or selfless

2010-08-05T06:30:00.000-07:00

aint it funny how when u wanna be wit somebody it feels like forever aint long enough but when its all over it feels like forever is 2 long then when the thought of reuniting comes up forever seems like a large investment of newfound freedom. Im meeting with my ex today i used to want this love to fall on me like rain but now i really dont give a fuck i mean i got used to being single i lost some weight my hair is 2 fresh for words i got perfect baby dreds i gotta new car i got my teeth fixed i stopped drinkin and gettin high except on the weekends i mean why waste it all on a relationship i gotta be selfish or selfless and selfish sound real good rite now

when nite time was scary

2010-01-12T07:09:00.000-08:00

LOOKIN IN THE CLOSET WHERE THE BOOGEY MAN STAYS HE ONLY STANDS TALL ON HIS BACK HE NEVA LAYS WITH MY MOTHERS HAND I KEEP SAFE FROM MY NATURE WHYL I PRAY SOUL IS STILL SAFE WITH MY SAVIOR WITHOUT A LONELY HEART THAT NEEDS MORE THAN ONE BEAT BEINGS JUDGED BY ORGANS THAT HAVE NO MORE SEATS

taking the edge off

2009-09-10T09:25:00.001-07:00

I FEEL LIKE THE EDGE I TOOK OFF IS MAKING ME BLIND TAKING AWAY FROM ALL THAT IS MINE IM HOPPING I DONT FALL BUT I KNO I NEED 2 BUT I DONT HAVE AN EDGE SO I DONT KNO WHEN ILL FALL OR HOW HARD ILL HIT

finally a happy poem

2009-03-22T23:57:00.000-07:00

i forgive u i understand you i dont hate you like you hate me cuz if i did that i wouldn't be this much better than you i even appreciate you for keeping my name in your mouth cuz lord knows you aint got nothing else to talk about so i know you feel blessed well not as much as me even with your fancy car and your valuable time your wonderful job and your priceLESS judgement and after all the things you own and the happiness you claim to buy im ok as long as i got the lease on that sour face of yours its your choice if you wanna foreclose cuz it taste better when its sweet

detox

2009-02-28T01:50:00.000-08:00

detox is making me crazy i think im dancing in a sad love story that nobody's supposed 2 understand but us @ im the only one that looks crazy

when i come up

2008-11-13T14:36:00.000-08:00

when i submerge my self in this cloud of wisdon it controls my mind and sometimes my body and then it calms me down and opens a few doors giving me more options and things to choose from and a couple of hints and i figure out the answer to my greatest quistions and if not the answers ill have more quistions more insight more reasons to investigate and when i submerge from my cloud of wisdom the world seams so new it feels like i have more things to decide it feels like i know a secret that no body can figure out i understand why crazy people scream and shout cuz most of us is just crazy and were either to ashaimed to admit it or where to blind to not notice it witch leads us to a reality that is only there to make us stride to be better than eachother when instead we should be uplifting to one another understand one another that way that way we would think before we start judging one another we wouldnt feel entitled to go to war with one another

not me

2008-11-10T18:08:00.000-08:00

how stupid would i look if my mind got took if i slipped up for a second and let my world get shook like i fell for tke bait and dragged off with the hook in my mouth but i still wont worry cuz ill never get cuaght

100 dollar tripp

2008-11-07T02:43:00.001-08:00

2008-11-04T21:19:00.000-08:00

obama was just elected president today history was just made we have a black president it feels like the final protest the final march no more fighting no more oppresion with a black man in the white house and not just any black man where talking about one that one that has touched basis with alot of american as far as drug use and personal trials well i dont realy know the guy this is jus my oppinnion now only question i have is this the end for our struggles will there be anymore hate towards the black community the answer i came up with is yes their will be becuz where not going to be accepted becuz of what we can accomplish instead we will be feard by those who through history have tried to control our mind our body and our souls simply becuz they knew that if we made our way through their obsticles their would be no turning back becuz if you look back in history we have never had to take ourselves BACK IN HISTORY so theirs no turning back now and im not sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing

drifting

2008-11-04T15:06:00.000-08:00

its like im walking on ice and i start to slip and before i realize i need to catch my self i feel releived as im stuck between standing still and hitting the ground as if im being releived of all responsibility and then all of a sudden i panic as if life can never be so easy and i realize im about to hit the ground and i fight to catch myself but its two late becuz by then im already awake.

will we figure it out in time

2008-11-04T14:59:00.000-08:00

theres a secret out their thats not writtin down in any book its not carved on any stone waiting for someone to translate its not complicated yet its not simple its not education and where never gonna figure it out and when god says its the end hopefully he will tell us but it wont be a secret cuz it will be the truth

I CAN HELP!

2008-11-04T14:58:00.000-08:00

when it breaks i will fix it when it takes i will give it i see the full picture when your stuck on the flower i saw this fight coming two weeks ago but i didnt say anything and i even predicted the winner but i wont say anything and we wont know anything and so we cant fix anything and we wont solve anything

right now

2008-11-04T14:56:00.000-08:00

i wanna run right now i wanna jump right now i wanna look right now i wanna c right now i wanna sit right now i wanna eat right now i wanna sleep right now but imma chill right now becuz im good right now

smiley face warpaint

2008-11-04T14:54:00.000-08:00

u where wrong u where evil u showed me all your hatrid u made sure u exploited my kindness then u thought u where so great u thought u would finnaly break me u thought i would turn into you u thought i would change my smile and join u in your rampage against happiness but u where stupid u where pathetic u thought that my happiness was my weakness and the smile on my face was my way of begging for mercy but like i said u where wrong becuz happiness is the only emotion people will never understad its the only emotion that can break all the others its powerful its like O possitive blood if someone truly hates you nothings gonna hurt them more than seing there enemy having the time of there lives while all they can think about is the ways to get that smile off your face but r u wishing them the same fate no your not becuz you already kno how there feeling you already kno that the enemy cant win the war unless u lose everything and thats only worth something if they see that they made you angry that they burned your paridise thats so if they cant get that last piece of happiness it will make them so angry that they will give you all there energy they will let you have all there emotions all this and they will never kno the way you feel they will never have a clue becuz ur estatic what im tryna say is when ur weak or ur in pain happines is not the emotion u feel what u feel is anger so when ur angry it can only produce pain or a weakness but when things are going ur way and everythings taken care of u can only feel happy and trust me it shows way brighter and hits much harder than anger.

cant find the pieces

2008-11-04T14:53:00.000-08:00

cant find the pieces cant fill in the cracks cant read the map so i dont have a way i wish one day i could learn myself so i can find myself catch myself understand myself maybe even help myself but it feels like this can only happend by myself sometimes i think about the way my life is and i dont get a smile on my face but dont get a frown either becuz i jus dont kno i dont understand any of the things i been through i would ask god why me but i feel its not my right to kno then there are those time when i look back and i think about the horible things i have done in my life and i start to feel guilty then all of a sudden i realize im only 17 so i guess the things i did in life where just a part of my journey and the guilt i carried over the years was jus gods way off teaching me and when he finnaly lifted it that was his way off telling me i was ok i was supposed to live my life guilt free with control over my stress,my choices, and my mentality there goes one thing i got figured out but what about the rest will i ever have all the answers that i cant think of the questions to will i ever find the pieces to put myself together as the perfect picture or will i let god mold me into the most creative uniq sculpter that can never be duplicated, destroyed, or defaced and as for the pieces i dont have to look for them i have to build them create them